Some Thoughts

Hey people. Currently, I am sitting in an empty hallway in my high school. I graduated two weeks ago and things are looking pretty crazy.
Firstly, I am organizing a cabaret to benefit the Broadway Cares/ Equity Fights AIDS organization. It was supposed to be next Tuesday, but due to some confusing and schedule conflicts, it is going to have to be moved later in the summer. Yes, it is a bit sad, but hopefully everything will be alright. As long as it doesn't conflict with SSPA, I'm good on that front.
Secondly, I don't even know what to do with myself. I'm seeing a show today that was written by my friends Christie, Emily, and Hannah. I am VERY excited about this- perhaps I'll blog about it later if I have time (which, I will) So, that's what is going on today, but not that I'm graduated, I have nothing to do. Literally, it is the most boring thing in the world. My "summer" so far has consisted of cleaning my room and Tumblr. (link here)

Naturally, this has got me thinking.
Isn't it weird that we wait so long to be done and then when it finally happens, we don't know what to do with ourselves? Maybe it is just me, but I think others are feeling it too. Now that I have nothing that I have to do, there isn't much that I want to do. Maybe if I make a list of things that need to be done before certain dates, I'll have more fun procrastinating.

What is life?!

During High School, I have learned many things. None of them I will list here, but I am thankful to have had the experience that has taught me so much. Many look back on high school and hate the experience. I'll admit, I am not the biggest fan of school in general, but there is one thing that I am certain of: I would not trade my experiences for anything. It is the experiences alone that have shaped me into the person that I am now. And I love who I am. I may not be sure of exactly what I believe sometimes, but I know that I love the way I turned out.

So, how do you feel?